Well hello my long lost blog, it’s been awhile. My little life has taken quite the turn as of late and if there is one thing I have learned in dealing with pain, loss, and sadness it is that there is a God who despite horrible circumstances and poor choices covers each and every inch of my broken soul with a love that is so sweet. I have seen that when life is sucky, He is beautiful and He is There, right next to me, holding the pieces of my heart and catching every tear. I don’t know why I am sharing this with you Mr. Internet, maybe to offer someone the hope that the Lord provides, a hope that I don’t fully understand, but that is promised to me and to all who believe that God has ordered our steps and makes life beautiful with his amazing, unending, unchanging love. There is nothing better. All we can do is walk in the grace and mercy God gives all of us and trust that He can take tiny little insignificant creatures like us humans and make us into beautiful images of Himself. I don’t understand it but I sure as heck couldn’t make it through this life without it.